““Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no...
Continuously looking for genuinely nice people…. with no hidden agenda. Although finding cracks within myself makes it even easier to be alone… Oh….that’s sad, isnt it? Shocked myself with my own negativity.
Make lots of things to sell Get a job…or 3? Find somewhere to live Fix Portfolio (again) And Self Promote, and send out some letters….get mi-sen some work exp!
For Everyone that has never believed in me
Past two days have been soul distroying in the way that maybe I have realised I’m not so good at what I do. Effort just isn’t enough, or the effort I put in is not enough. Bad grades, despite back breaking hard work, despite the flight home I caught just to do research, the two, almost three weeks I worked compared to everyones 48hours, just obviously not enough. Or maybe I’m...